What the hell is wrong with me?!?!

So recently I have been hearing alot of my friends and relatives around the range of my age taking themselves off the market and transforming into a Mrs!

 I cant stress how happy I am for them that they found someone they can share the rest of their lives with, yet it makes you think! in this society a woman at the age of 20 or 21 accumlates to a 25 or 26 westerner lol and now I finally feel that my life has just started at the age of 20 and the world is out there for me to explore although with my arab biological clock ticking away I find myself really shocked that it perhaps dosent really concern me at all and I find myself asking, whats the worse that could happen? I may never get married and just shrug it off thinking that my priorites at the moment is ME and how can i possibly bring someone else into my life when I have just began to shape the person i want to become, what if i change to something or transform into someone He may never like. Dont get me wrong I am not pesmestic about the though of marraige but it just suprises me that I cant picture myself in a white dress, something perhaps every girl has dreamed of, maybe all the quizes i did are right perhaps i will marry way way furthur down the line ! 

Funny thing is it dosent even bother me at all

is  something wrong with me XD

Sighs, undecided!

So my life exsists beyond my books and music, Latley I have been through a crsis of making a descion of buying a bag! yes, sadly even that is something that takes me forever to do ( I know spoken like a true Libra)
I have been looking for a bag to take that will last a whole year with me when I travel abroad to study, I really dont want anything flashy or way to obvious of a brand and I have gone through brands high and low and perhaps this is what it is going to come down to the following choices! and please if there is any bag you can reccomend I will be very greatful XD

This prada bag is perhaps the one I truly fell inlove with! its perfect in size and can withstand my laptop and books!

I love the silver in this one and it is not to bad and perhaps can withstand the weight of my laptop!

Gucci is perhaps my only tie when it comes to the fashion world, their chic , elegant bags are just so hard to ressist! esp this one <333

Puma is my official sporting wear, if you know me whats new xD and so I passed by the store the other day and saw this and kept it on my wishlist of bags to! its perfect in size!

R and R

Latley i find myself submerged deep in the world of dance and house music.
Do not let my Rock persona fool you (my love of rock music is still there) but I listen to alot of trance, dance, and House music.
I cant help but find myself almost lost in a state of "tarnse" when my Ipod blasts Armin Van burren, DJ tiesto, ATB, sia, Schiller mit heppner and so many others!
Perhaps this has much to do with my new lifestyle of hitting the Gym ( very un-procastanting of me, I realize that!) but with everyone fleeing the country (and coming back and contamiting Dubai with their swine flu XD) I have been passing my time at Fitness first and it is much more to do with bordem rather than shapping my body, but hey!, why cant I hit two birds with one stone when i have the chacne?
I really dont understand this sudden state of bordem, my books are piling like crazy and my reading has gone from four books a week to one! never bother to watch a movie or even sit on the net! I guess at one point I finally crashed and burned from everything lol and perhaps my body has ultimatley needed to relax and as a result my brain finds itself in a state of relaxation with Dance and trance music and exsercie XD funny how you come to realize everything once you go on blabbing and blabbing to no one and let your concious speak for itself in a blog like here!
So if you pass by and freak out by the sudden change in music on my blog and freak out its just my change in the mood!
Ciaos all

What?! is this an Update I see

Going through the previous blogs, I realize how much time has passed without any updates and I cant help but laugh at my laziness, I would like to think that this is a sign of me being busy, to a certain degree i am busy but too busy that I cant even write a five minute blog? yeah not even paris hilton is that busy!
Although I went through hell during my last semester I believe it was one of my most memorable semesters and perhaps the only I have excelled so well and produced the results that were outstanding!
Now its been almost 7 months of holidays of which compromised me writing and compiling letters to universities,filling up applications and university tours.
The result? Well I have managed to secure myself in the Masters of my dreams at one of the great universities in the UK!
I am quite excited for this new experience and grateful that my pearnts have given me this opportunity, Although at the same time I cant help but feel sad on how I will be spending my Ramadan away from all those sinful meals XD (yes my main concern is food) then my family XD on the bright side! I would not have a big belly XD that takes forever to loose!
Another fact! Ramadan is much longer in the UK this time around and I cant see how i can deprive myself of food for this long!! *cries* Please God give me the strength to carry myself through my classes without passing out in the middle of class XD

and finally!
I am going to try and update the music here asap, it feels like its the music of the stonage (not that I dont like them! I truly do XD)

One Bumpy Semester

Mood: Bored!

Listening to:

I can’t help myself but feel extremely lazy especially since Ramadan has dawned on us very early this year!

My body (and brain) hasn’t recognized and managed to switch from holiday mode to university, I was hoping after I step into university in my hectic schedule it would recognize but sadly it was not the case!

As I take my last remaining capstone courses I just don’t have the energy or the strength to lift a finger and study, I must confess they require a lot of reading which of course isn’t a problem for me but when it comes to reading the same concepts yet from different perspectives you just want to pull your hair and scream.

At this point I loathe Michael Porter and his 5 forces not to mention his concept of competitive advantage although I realize its significance but come on! I think we got it the first, second, third,fourth,fifth, sixth….millionth time I heard it!! Sometimes I eventually pursue a master in economics his names would be tattooed in my brain. Recently all my dreams take me to new countries and I realize how much I love and miss traveling! My brain cannot comprehend the fact that university is taking place!

As Monday is getting closer I have a presentation and research to give in and here I am because for one thing I don’t even know what topic I will be choosing and no sort of content to even use *yay*

This is going to be one bumpy semester *sighs*

Disney INC

When I go back to my childhood years and remember what cassette tapes would be playing on my radio, I cannot help but feel so ashamed of my music taste and not to mention the lyrics as well!!

I look at the list of the bands and I cant understand why I ever even listened to them! The list rangers from spice girls, Nsync and backstreet boys! Oh my God the list of horror just spills on and on. I constantly laugh at this generations talents such as High school musical, Jonas brothers and Hanna Montana ( As I like to call all the production of Disney inc..). I don’t deny that some of them may have talent but it is interesting how infatuated the 12 year old girls are with the artists. I can’t help but think if I was born in this generation how easily I could be going through the same obsessions , I probably would have all the Jonas brothers photos plastered all over my walls. Its never sizes to amaze me the power that Disney on this generation not only in music industry but as well movies and almost everything! I would love to work one day in their branding sector.

Speaking of music ! I have a new list of music up on my blog and this time its back to my rock music!

Currently on book 22 The road by Cormac Mcarthy =D

I would like to leave you with this new video that I love

For once!

Mood: ecstatic
I remember when walking into the one store when i was in desperate need to renovate my 10 year old room. I swiftly go through the bed section, coach and all i can think was " this would be perfect when i want to read a book".
Oh if i could bless myself I would (or so i have when saying the following words lol) , I sat hours today reading a great and terrible beauty on the comfort of my cozy couch and it felt like i was in a trance and having not realized that i actually finished the book *sighs*. I never realized or never thought in 10 years time how addicted I would be to reading. At least this is one of my only good habits.

I am currently on book 18 which is the famous jane Austen book Pride and prejudice.