Back and Forth we go

2: 37 AM

Wednesdays are a nightmare! The notion of me preferring a morning class is just beyond far fetched! I constantly ask myself every Wednesday, why do I hate myself so much?. My Wednesday routines are just horrible, I wake up at 6 45 am to the sound of my mobiles alarm, I wake up either dazed, confused or maybe still in the midst of my “creative” dreams. Yet this morning I awoke frantically just to revise for my two quizzes. It’s just awful of professors who present you a quiz of 25% of your grade at 8am in class! I barley know if I’m wearing the right pair of shoes, let alone what the subject of the exam is! Yet after finishing off the first quiz I had an interesting conversation with a friend on time traveling. Although the idea of going back in time may be ludicrous but I never realized how I never have really wanted to go back and time and alter things (maybe 5 minutes after the disaster happens, probably!). I truly believe that what’s done is done, and you have to make the best of your choices. Although my friend somewhat agreed with the idea, yet she still really wants to go back in time and just watch her life, (disturbing, but hey the genius mind works in many weird ways…yes I’m implying, actually KNOW for a fact my friends a genius), yet for me I would be much more interested in my future. I am quite impatient and results are important to me and in this case I want to see if all my hard work pays off, if I get the career I desire, If I ever marry Adam Brody, if I ever live abroad to do my masters, if I ever become a famous photographer And maybe even know how long I have to live. If you know you have a certain amount of time to live, will it alter you? Will you let go of everything and just peruse your dream but what rather interests me is why when we know the limitations of time then only we peruse our dreams, why hasn’t it been a constant goal that we want to attain. I just found that quite interesting. I, like your average Joe, would probably keep my dream on a side but it really got me thinking about it quite deeply.

I wish we could have gone on in this conversations but business research terms where just filling our heads. In class today I actually believed the professor wanted to get us more nervous than we are by keeping the exam by the last half an hour of the class.

But in the end of the day it all went well.

Oh! this conversation started because of our inspiration of the book the time travelers wife *sighs*