Back and Forth we go

2: 37 AM

Wednesdays are a nightmare! The notion of me preferring a morning class is just beyond far fetched! I constantly ask myself every Wednesday, why do I hate myself so much?. My Wednesday routines are just horrible, I wake up at 6 45 am to the sound of my mobiles alarm, I wake up either dazed, confused or maybe still in the midst of my “creative” dreams. Yet this morning I awoke frantically just to revise for my two quizzes. It’s just awful of professors who present you a quiz of 25% of your grade at 8am in class! I barley know if I’m wearing the right pair of shoes, let alone what the subject of the exam is! Yet after finishing off the first quiz I had an interesting conversation with a friend on time traveling. Although the idea of going back in time may be ludicrous but I never realized how I never have really wanted to go back and time and alter things (maybe 5 minutes after the disaster happens, probably!). I truly believe that what’s done is done, and you have to make the best of your choices. Although my friend somewhat agreed with the idea, yet she still really wants to go back in time and just watch her life, (disturbing, but hey the genius mind works in many weird ways…yes I’m implying, actually KNOW for a fact my friends a genius), yet for me I would be much more interested in my future. I am quite impatient and results are important to me and in this case I want to see if all my hard work pays off, if I get the career I desire, If I ever marry Adam Brody, if I ever live abroad to do my masters, if I ever become a famous photographer And maybe even know how long I have to live. If you know you have a certain amount of time to live, will it alter you? Will you let go of everything and just peruse your dream but what rather interests me is why when we know the limitations of time then only we peruse our dreams, why hasn’t it been a constant goal that we want to attain. I just found that quite interesting. I, like your average Joe, would probably keep my dream on a side but it really got me thinking about it quite deeply.

I wish we could have gone on in this conversations but business research terms where just filling our heads. In class today I actually believed the professor wanted to get us more nervous than we are by keeping the exam by the last half an hour of the class.

But in the end of the day it all went well.

Oh! this conversation started because of our inspiration of the book the time travelers wife *sighs*

Crazy Feeling

Okay So my Itunes shuffles along my songs and all of the sudden it lands on Lost Prophets and hits a chord inside! Ever feel a song brings out a weird feeling inside that you can describe?! The worse problem is this song probably associates with something yet I cannot remember what or whom! Sighs weird feeling go away, come back another day (when my memory is intact)

The song, maybe im not the only crazy one

We miss you

12:10 PM

Today, 26th of May 2008 marks a whole year since my Grandmother God rest her soul passed away. I cant believe a whole year has passed without even realizing it, sometimes I think shes back in her house still healthy and alive like shes suppose to be. I was always proud of having such a young Grandmother who was fun to have (my most memorable vacation would be with her in Italy) .






She is dearly missed.

Procisination

With Summer courses being short, it makes quizzes and exams even closer than expected. I only take two courses and lucky me both professors decided to give our quiz on that day! ugh I am in such a procrastinating Mood becuase its "summer". I have to start studying but thats just it, i don't want to study!!
*shrugs* I hope it all goes well.
Looking optimistically, I have 5 weeks left and that translates into 12 days only!
Another thing to be happy about is Shelfari is back! =D I'm so happy to see Etisalat finally realzing that harmless website and unblocking it!

4 years

Yesterday marked the annual graduation of our uni! although I had the chance to go and see it live down at the world trade center I decided to stay in and watch it on my cozy sofa (don't be hatin =p), While I constantly reminded myself before the ceremony began that its just another graduation except with more familiar faces (I.E most of the Business school grads) but never did i think that it even occur to me while watching this ceremony will I feel emotional, it was was overwhelming! the thought that next year at this very same time I (YES ME!) shall be going through the same routine so my mind drifted, vividly imagining the excitement and the exhilaration but when I came back down to reality it hit me! Wait, Wait 4 years have passed? I could have sworn my heart skipped a beat at the thought of it, I was excited and couldn't even possibly imagine that day coming but now it scares me! and it didn't occur to me how much little time is left. 3 years and a semester at AUD! wow! I hardly believe this is even happening. Despite the many troublesome day I believe that it was in-fact like everyone has said the best years of my life, no doubt about that! Despite keeping in-touch with my old high school mates I have grown close to my AUD buddies in such a small amount of time! I just hope we don't loose touch! Gah I speak like Graduation is right around the corner!
Well with the way time passes by I wouldn't be surprised!!

On a positive note! Guess what I papen to find in my old drive! LOL
Dedicate this to moe XD

Euphoria

It was time for me to change my blog, although i intentionally wanted to have a simple design but I always go back to my comfort zone of vintage LOL.
I have a confession to make, as I began flipping the pages of atonement I saw my cousins book of Meg cabot's "to the nines" just lying there, it was calling for me to read it so I gave it a go and 10 hours later I'm Done, (not that it took me 10 hours to read! hell no).
For some reason I feel really happy, I cant really describe this state but I don't know if everyone really feels this way while reading where the story is right before their eyes and ending it just leaves then in this weird state of happiness..I don't know this may be the 3 30 am talking! who knows?! probably Euphoria is kicking in, but its funny how you enter in this state in the most unusual times and reasons!
It scares me sometimes too while the emotions flow I just cant help but enjoy it yet simultaneously fear it becuase I'm afraid of not controlling my feelings, it drives me crazy!

what am i even saying!!!Let me stay in my happy zone!!
I'm Happy =)

P.S I'm on book 11 YAY!

50 Books Mission

Time : 2 :47 pm

So, In the beginning of the year I was browsing Shelfari (Currently Blocked by Etisalat for no God Damn Reason) and I came across a group regarding a challenge of reading 50 books this year. It seemed simple All i had to do was read and finish one book a week for the rest of the year, Then University happened! yes It took away my time for reading, it sucked out my life so in this past 4 months All i managed to read was 9 books! I'm currently reading the 10th book "Atonement by Ian Mcewan". So I decided to go on with the challenge regardless of the time constraint I currently have. If my mathematical skills serve me right, with 40 books left this means I have to read 6 books a month ( A book and a half a week).
I love a challenges, it just makes reading even more fun! hehe, Anyways here are some books that are on my Wish list that I shall be reading soon!!

Back to Bordem

Time: 2:13 PM

Its been a while since I felt the feeling of having nothing to do, I thought I would be so busy this week, I even planned ahead the for a nice weekend getaway with my cousins but it was like God wanted me to somewhat slow down because suddenly I got sick on Friday and by Saturday morning after puking my guts out I was at the hospital hearing the doctor tell me that I need plenty of bed rest and for the next days that’s all I did, my biggest achievements were leaving my room! You could even ask me the schedules of both MBC4 and One TV and I know them pretty well! Although it wasn’t my intention to do “nothing” I actually enjoy it. Although I am going to the movies today its not to say that I would not have more days of doing nothing. I never though it ever felt good to be lazy! LOL