So recently I have been hearing alot of my friends and relatives around the range of my age taking themselves off the market and transforming into a Mrs!
I cant stress how happy I am for them that they found someone they can share the rest of their lives with, yet it makes you think! in this society a woman at the age of 20 or 21 accumlates to a 25 or 26 westerner lol and now I finally feel that my life has just started at the age of 20 and the world is out there for me to explore although with my arab biological clock ticking away I find myself really shocked that it perhaps dosent really concern me at all and I find myself asking, whats the worse that could happen? I may never get married and just shrug it off thinking that my priorites at the moment is ME and how can i possibly bring someone else into my life when I have just began to shape the person i want to become, what if i change to something or transform into someone He may never like. Dont get me wrong I am not pesmestic about the though of marraige but it just suprises me that I cant picture myself in a white dress, something perhaps every girl has dreamed of, maybe all the quizes i did are right perhaps i will marry way way furthur down the line !
Funny thing is it dosent even bother me at all
is something wrong with me XD
